Welcome to the World of Idiosyncrasies

Hello and Welcome to my world. Here, you are free to feel as you feel without guarding your emotions, without acting matured and rational etc etc etc. Its an idiosyncratic world and you have every right to feel happy, sad, upset, cheerful, grumpy or whatever else you feel like! No judgements at all.
Oh, and while you enter, please leave you judgmental thinking, and stuck up attitude outside. It's a mad world in here already; and the least you could do is not add to the troubles. No one loves a drama llama ;)

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Hisaab

Kisko hisaab doon?
Raah chalte log maangtey hain
Hisaab.
Ghar aati hoon
Apne bhi maangtey hain
Hisaab.
Office jaati hoon
Toh sahayogi aur seniors bhi
Naam poochtey hain
Haal poochtey hain
Aage peechey agal bagal
Jhaanktey hain
Prashnon ke cheentey uchhaaltey hain
Main avaak...
Kya uttar doon??
Wo isse maun sehmati maan
Aarop bhi lagatey hain
Mera "main" chadha bazaar mein,
Boliyaan lagti hain..
Mera mann tull raha hai
Vyaktitva ho gaya hai khokhla,
Kamaye saare yash pheekey
Shram bekaar...
Aarop ho gaye hain damdaar wazandaar...
Meri zindagi meri nahi,
Apna dhang apni shailly..
Tulaa pe tool gayee hoon
Aur log hisaab maangtey hain...
Kisko hisaab doon?

Unhe pata nahi
Maine har din apne ko
Apni tulaa par rakhkar
Toley hain apne armaan aur aarzoo
Saare sapney
Aur tumharey woh bhaari bharkam aarop
Meri tulaa par halke saabit huye
Par...
Kisko hisaab doon??

Main Gandhari......

Tum chahte the
Main gandhari bani rahoon
Aankhon pe pattiyan baandh loon....
Maine pattiyan baandh li
Lekin,
Kaano se suna, aahaton se jaana
Hone lage bhrashtachar, anarth, apmaan
Balaatkaar
Juloos aur naare
Sweth vastron ke peechey
Chipey kaarnaamey kaale
Bhookh se tadapte
Dahshath se kaanpte
Mahamaari se bilbilate
Joojhte marte nireeh jeev....
Aantank...kewal aatank!!
Yehi sab nah dikhane ke liye
Tumne mujhse chhal kiya
Gandhari banaya...
Nah dekhne ki sazaa di??
Kaash! Main pattiyan nah baandhti
Kar jaati tumhari avhelna,
Toh shayad yeh Mahabharat nah hota;
Dharti ko yeh sazza nah miltee....

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Questions Unanswered

The lab class
70 laptops, the teachers assignment
The hum of the fan
The buzz of the class,
A tranquility all around....

Is that it
Or is there more?
Tranquility all around
Or the calm before the storm?
They say its what you percieve....

Friends and foes
Joys and woes
Whats the truth behind it all?
Faces - diverging and converging,
Different and yet all the same....

Once a friend
Is always a friend,
Thats what they said to me.
But the world sings a different song
Words of which i know not....

Who am i?
Who are u?
Why are we here?
Questions, questions and some more questions!!
Questions unanswered....