Forgive Me

Forgive me for loving you
And I will forgive you for your indifference

Forgive me for wanting you
And I will forgive you for hating my guts

Forgive me for caring what happened to you
And I will forgive you for not bothering whether I lived or died

Forgive me for wanting to cry on your shoulder
And I will forgive you for handing me the tissue paper instead

Forgive me for dreaming about a life with you
And I will forgive you for taking away my dreams from me

Forgive me for pampering your emotions
And I will forgive you for playing with mine

Forgive me for showing up every time
And I will forgive you for conveniently vanishing whenever i needed you

Forgive me for being proud of our relationship
And I will forgive you for getting embarrassed whenever we got mentioned

Forgive me for wanting to be that support in your life
And I will forgive you for not wanting this unnecessary prop

Forgive me for loving you for what you are
And I will forgive you for hating me for what I could never become

Byarthota..

Neela tumi shundor, tumi khoob bhalo
Neela tumi mishti, jodio tumi kaalo..
Neela ammar chhotto prithibir aalo

Ei chhilo biyer aage
Ammay niye tomar bhabna...
Diner modhhe katobaar je bolte
Neela, I love you - love you - love you.

Neela tommar haanshi etto shundor je tumi haanshle jeno
Sonali jhwarna neme aashe aakasher buuk e...
Aar tommar chuul? Tommar chuul dekhle mone hoy
Jeno amaboshhyar andhokaar neme eshechhe prithibir buuk e..

Aar aaj...?
Jokhon biyer duu bochhor purno hote cholechhe
Kato bodle gechho Neel tumi
Ekhon tomar Neelar haanshi, katha; kichhui bhalo laage nah tommar!!

Ei bhalobeshechhile Neel tumi ammay..
Je duu bochhorei haariye gelo tommar bhalobasha?

Tommar jonne Neel ammi Baba - Ma - Baari
Emonki nijer "surname" tao chhere diyechhilam...
Tar puroshkar shwaroop ei bujhi aaj tumi
Chhere chole jele ammay?

Ammar khoob jaante ichhe kore Neel
Tommar bhaalobasha, shei mishti - mishti katha,
Shei shob e tahole miththhe chhilo?

Ki nishthoor tumi Neel!
Sudhu ekta moh er jonne
Ettodiner somporko ke payer twolaye
Maariye dite paarle tummi Neel?

Ekdin katha diyechhile tumi
Tommar Neela ke tumi chharbe nah kokhono eka..
Othocho aaj Neela eka...
Ekdom eka...

Se ki khay, ki pore
Mukta r katha bhaabte giye
Neelar katha bhaabar
Sommoy tommar kothay?

Sunechhilam Neel,
Neela sabbar sojhho hoy nah..
Tobbe etta jaana chhilo nah je
Neelar sthaan Mukta o dokhol korte paare!!

Yun hi apne liye..

Raah chalte yun toh mile the kayee log

Nah jaane unn mein se kyun bhaa gaye tum?

Jaana tha ke dil todoge,

Par kaash ke tumhe samjha paati iss khokhli hansi ke peechey chhipa hai kaunsa afsaana..

Tumhe paakar lagaa tha ke paaya hai ek sahaara

Jo pyaar karega mujhe bina naap tol ke hi

Lekin tumne bhi dil mein nah jhaanka

Auron ki tarah,
Tum bhi dhokhe mein aa gaye iss chehre ki...